welcome to my life...the story continues

Wow, it has been a long time since I posted an entry.
Not even sure why...except maybe the fact that January is one of the most boring, l..o...n...g months of the year.
February isn't much better.
I hate this time of year...can ya tell??
We have all recovered from the flu of '09. I still have a lingering cough. Which has me convinced I have lung cancer (even though I have never smoked) or congestive heart failure. Don't ask. Hypochondriac in da house here...lol. And, yes, I know those diseases are not funny in the least. I have to laugh at myself for my thoughts, though. Or go crazy from them. Laughing makes more sense to me.
Scott has to work every weekend from now until March. With the weather lately he has stayed home. I love that he can stay home if the weather is bad...I hate that he has to work so many weekends.
We had a pretty good (bad?) snow storm this past week. Well snow, ice, snow storms actually. Good times. I hate ice.
I am so glad that I stuck to what I wanted when I bought my Envoy. A few of the dealers made me feel stupid for wanting 4 wheel drive. It has really been a blessing though. I am a nervous snow driver and it really calms me down to know I have that. Yes, I am a chicken butt.
Countdown to Disney World now. I am ambivelant about the trip. Excited to go...but scared too. I am such a homebody that being away from home is a real stress for me...hopefully it will work out, though. I am planning most of it down to where we eat and what time we get up. I am not usually a planner...but I think it will make the trip easier if we can just enjoy it when we get there.
Not much else going on here.
Just me bored.
And feeling fat.
No, being fat actually.
I want to work out...but as usual the getting started is the hard part. We actually have a garage full of work out stuff....just have to clean out that side of the garage. Which is really hard to do when it is 4 degrees out most days.
My dog is officially a pony now. Thank goodness he stopped the biting he did as a young puppy. 'Cause his teeth are HUGE! He still tears up whatever he can find at night....but I am getting better at picking up before bedtime. Usually it is stupid stuff I would never think of though....like eating the cardboard box to the stand for Tyler's UFC bag. Never saw that one coming...lol.
Oh, and I had an appt. with my doctor to talk about going on a new antidepressant...took 2 months to get in...and it snowed that day and they were closed. Crap. I know what med I want to try....I just have to discuss it with him and see what he thinks. And see if it is cheap enough to actually buy every month. I have tried going without the meds...and it just doesn't work for me. I feel weak for admitting I need more...but I do. A friend of mine said that she actually felt normal on the med I am considering. I want to feel that too. I am not even sure what normal is anymore.
On a positive note I have started taking vitamins regularly. A multi one, and calcium, and fish oil (Omega 3) capsules that smell really bad. My family doctor suggested I take the last two. And I am looking into Vitamin D3 as well. I am slowly getting some energy back...so yay!!!

Have a great weekend everyone...ya know, all 3 of my readers...lol.